Wednesday, May 20, 2009

hari ini ak berbicara dgn seorang teman..yang dah agak lama x jumpa sebenarnya..boleh kata hampir 10 tahun rasanya..last was when i'm in form two..i guess..pertemuan kami pun sgt x disengajakan..

frankly,i was damn boring at home..skarang ak da abes blaja..so,sementara menunggu untuk sambung master..ak lepak rumah cuti2 malaysia..mula2 memang best..tapi bila menjangkau masuk minggu yang kedua di rumah..ak mula x keruan..serba x kena!masa yg ade aku isi dengan benda2 yg spontan.i mean i've got no schedule!yah..cool!tat's wat lazy buds do!and tat's the way of how i lead my life now..buat je ape yg aku rase nk buat skarang..sigh~

hmm..back to the topic..well,i met him again in friendster..sejak cuti ni..aku mula aktif friendster..kalo dulu jgn harap la nak bukak da..in fact,pernah terfikir nak delete pown..tapi ade byk kawan kat situ yg ssah ak nk reach da kalo ak delete account tu..so,aku biar je..x rugi pape pon..aku saje gatal view prrofile kengkawan..sorunk2 aku bukak..mmg rajin tahap cipan la kan..dan tiba2 aku terview dia..satu wajah yg ckup aku kenal..crush aku dulu..heheh!

ak add dia..saje nk tgk pe respon dia..kebetulan,dia online masa tu..trus dia message aku.say tat "hey..u look familiar.mind if i know who u r?" aku pon dgn segeranya balas.."familiar?gosh..u forgot me already heh?" damn you..(kataku di dalam ati..hahah) he then reply dgn cepat gak.."yan rite?i saje je buat2 lupe" ..eleh..cover line la tu..da mmg terang lagi bersuluh account friendster tu ak ltak nama yan..cait..

we've exchange our ym n then we chat..he was jus the same as me!jus graduate n fuckin borink!pathetic..tiba2..he cum with an idea.."hey dear,why dun we hv a lunch together n out for a movie..ak ade duit sket peninggalan mak ayah aku..marilah berjoli!" katanya..mak ayah dia g umrah skang.so dia dok ngan adek beradik dia..he's the eldest..aku pon cm blur dan malas berfikir panjang..dia pick up ak kat umah n we're out!1st kitorg cam agak kaku..tataw camne nak react kan..maklumlah,10 tahun x jumpe weh..dolu2 dia kecik.skang dia da besar..dulu dia comel..skang dia ensem..dulu dia mcm setan..skang same gak kot jus a lil bit gentleman la..dulu dia klaka..skang dia x berapa nk klaka..maybe segan kot..dulu dia bongok..skang dia flirty..dulu dia naik beskal..skang dia drive..ntah la!yg pasti dulu umur dia 14 tahun dan skang umur dia 24..dan dulu aku suke dia..skang aku x taw!masih lagikah??

hari tu agak best..well,masa aku terisi dgn baik..finally,we've kind of back to our old conversation..when me n him doesn't feel the gap between us anymore..and i'm glad for that!aku harap..hari2 esok aku jugak begitu..jumpe lagi kawan2 lama..dan bleh melepak lagi sebegitu..just the way i like!

Saturday, May 16, 2009


it was my 5th day at home since i'm leaving USM..and yet notin happened and i'm recycling my schedules which is not tat boring!frankly,tat's wut i'm craving for..sleeping,eating,tv's or basically do nothing!my only fixed job nowadays is perhaps..just doing a basic house chores and a personal driver!hantar org,amik org..beli barang!(-_-")

but seriously i plan of doin something other than being freaking lazy giantess(mengumpul lemak2 dan menternak kedut2 di muka)..so,i lay back and start thinking..on my fucking comfort bed which finally bring me to sleep for about 2 hours.sigh~

wake up at 2.40 p.m and i performed zohor prayer..later,soon after i said a prayer asking for the happiness and ALLAH blessing,i sat on the sejadah for quite a long time before my eyes catch an old pink box besides the cupboard..as i recalled,i've never touched tat box for about 3 years perhaps..last was when i'm still at Uitm..and i wonder what's inside??

the box is so dusty and i started sneezing non-stop!i take a peek at the contents of the box as i'm holding it..but suddenly the box was tore apart downside caused the thingy inside the box fall out on the floor..1st things i've picked was a colorful sketch book full with a familiar handwriting..

hey, i remember tis!tis is called BOOK OF THREE.back in 1998,i've two friends which i thought to be my best friends before,now n forever!their name..together wit mine start with NORAZ..and we were called AZ3 for that.so, i start reading line by line and sure it's hilarious!it was kind of a rules and principal books which appeared as a guideline of our friendship..rule no.1-girl wit boyfriend are sux and fucking boring..they dun have a life!rule no.2-no one of us will start coupling,the first will b cursed! rule no.3-never tell lie and problems should b shared..and the other rules was history..

then,there was a sticker books,photo albums,my precious book marks,birthday cards,kad raya,presents,my handmade handicraft,old comics book n haha...a love letter!(>_<) it's an old treasure which remind me of my childhood.guess my treasure need a new keeper n i'll buy them a new box!so i cud keep them and once again open it someday..to appreciate every single things happened in my life!dan buatkan AKU tersenyum seorang...

Sunday, May 10, 2009


agak terlambat untuk aku mulakan.. bila aku mula terbaca blog2 sahabat.. aku terfikir.. mengapa tidak aku juga mulakan.. supaya mereka juga bisa tersentuh.. bisa tersenyum.. bila coretan itu adalah tentang KAMI.. tentang hidup hari-hari yang kita lalui.. tentang perkara yang mudah.. dan mengenai cerita yang orang lain mengambil enteng.. tapi bagi kita yang terlibat.. coretan itu adalah tentang kenangan.. kenangan kita yang takkan pernah luput.. kenangan kita yang pernah wujud.. ceritera hidup yang ingin aku simpulkan.. yang ingin aku kongsikan.. aku mulakan disini..

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